No, I don’t really want to talk about it. It is still pretty raw.
I haven’t been online a ton recently for a variety of reasons, and I will not pretend that this was not one of them. Not the least of these reasons is that my laptop is still in the compy-doc’s office and it is just too damned hard to get things accomplished when my lappy with all of my personal settings and such are not accessible. It is just another drop in the bucket of too much shit right now.
Hopefully I can start crawling back into things…but it is really hard and tough and sometimes it feels overwhelming. Online activism takes so much out of a person. It is under-appreciated, scoffed at, and for people with disabilities it takes a huge toll on your silverware drawer. It makes it damned near impossible to work when anything comes up. You are expected to take any and all abuse that comes your way from anyone who feels like dishing it out.
Hopefully soon. I really need to figure out where things are going to go for me from here. I am kind of flailing at the moment, and that is something I haven’t felt in a long time.
Thanks for your patience.
xoxo
~OYD
